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Thanks to you.

I had to, I will,

THANK YOU SINNY~

DAY OF MY YEAR

Woo. Thanks to the digitalirc family, I am now a Oline. An official operator for the entire network. I have supported the network for many, many years. Not because I was told to because I never was but because on the network, we had a family. I have many friends on irc that help me out a lot. I support the network and its one of the best I’ve been on. I been on it for 7 years now? Time flies doesn’t it?

Day of goodness

Today is somewhat a good day. Last night I finally got started on one of my flash parodys. Drew everything in flash, no sprites! Came out pretty decent drawing with the mouse and all. Last night I stayed up writing most of the night; to who? You don’t want to know! I watched Fahrenhiet 9/11 3 times. The first time it kinda brought tears to my eyes but I didn’t cry. If was tears of anger really not of being sad. Just sucks people have to be like this on this wonderful planet! I won’t say what I want to because I don’t want the FBI rushing MA CRIB. Anyway, woke up today around 2PM like, “WTF, I went to bed at 10PM”. So much on my mind I just needed to vent so I started writing like mad. Someone called me today and I was happy to hear from her. Kinda brightened my day since I recieved the call and its been so long since we haven’t spoken. I plan to make something for Scary-Crayon, hopefully I’m not rejected! Pray for me! I need to see if I can even be a guest maker or something. If I can, be sure its going to be a great project! I been designing a lot for the past 2 days. Been playing FFXI also, got into it once again but not like before. Many people are quitting the game so I’m getting quite rich. I’m really happy T called me today though, we didn’t break up (our little break) on bad terms I thought. Life is getting better, still have time to get back into school, in Tampa and not at community college. Just I didn’t want to go up there without a car but I’ll get one up there! I need to finish school and sduff, I want the college life. Plus, I’m too pretty for community college don’t you think? GOOD DAY~

note: I was looking on Scary-Crayon today and found something that made me crack up so bad. Its so FRESH AND OFF DA CHAIN~
Here it is
And I quote,
“We got so drunk dat night
dat none heard da noise –
Sinon let loose dem Greeks
an’ dey signaled deir boys.”

The good morning: DREAM

Woah, I slept so good last night; it was the best! I didnt wake up until 2PM though, not sure why. I had the weirdest dream last night though. First, we were all at my friends house, he was having a Halloween party. I walked out of his house and spotted a monster. I soon ran to the middle of the circle (houses down here usually reside within a circle). This is where I met my old female friend and we started talking and kissing. I dont remember much more of that dream so onto the next. I was in this house full of blondes; they were zombies. To my side was a kid that I was supposedly trying to save. I know this sounds weird but when the dream started I know who I was; I was Blade. I grabbed the kid and jumped to the stairs, ran for the door and broke through the window. I really remember the fence part also. I ran to the fence and throught the kid to the top of it. Here is where I met my twisted brother, claiming he did what he did out of greed so I took my stake and stabbed it right through his head. Soon the zombie blondes were on us so I just broke through the fence and started running. We were trying to get to the middle of the circle where my car was so we could drive away. Funny thing is, once I broke through the fence, I started to swing to my car like Spiderman, LOL. I remember as I swung, when I came down to the zombies I would step on their head and jump right off. We drove out of the circle quickly onto the road. This is where I soon began walking. I saw this sexy girl walking down the street but I was too scared something was going to happen from the other dream. I walked down to the park then began walking back. As I took a few steps, I was in a detention center (probably thinking about the time I got sent to Juvi for hurting my brother; only happened once). Here we these juvenile kids, selling crack to one another. I knew I was supposed to be here and walked to the doors. 2 guards approached me and pushed me back. I wasnt supposed to be here I screamed out but it was as if they couldnt here me. I soon woke up after this or had another dream; I dont remember. It was fun though, I never thought I could control my dreams so clearly. I havent had a dream I could control for a while so hopefully the next dream is soon. It was a blast~

EBGAMES: are you insane?

Miakel told me about a new EBgames opening up. I asked father if he could take me and he said ok after he told me quitting my job would be on my record. I’m only 19, I dont have to put that piece of shit job down on my paper. I’m going to wear my Conkers shirt that I got with Conkers Bad Fur Day many years ago. Its brand new, never been worn or anything. Its thats super bright white with his face in the toilet and it reads, “Shhhh! Conkers is taking a nap”. (~ ^)b hehe. He did always like to get drunk didnt he! Anyway, http://www.fiftythree.org/etherkiller/ , go here if you want to become a LAN terrorist. You can be the next Lan Compuden.

Just like-a bish.

Starting to dislike T more and more, day by day. Which is a good and bad thing. She called my house saying, “Hey Baby” then I said wrong number and she was “Ohhhhhhhhh, sorry” and I hung up. Shes such a dumb whore, I dont like her, doubt I’ll pick up the phone when she calls. She better not stop by either, shes not eatting any of my fucking food from now on.

When all falls down

Me and Chris seem to be having some probs with random stuff so hanging out would be the best thing to do and talk. I was supposed to have father drop me off but hes acting an ass because I quit my job. Anytime I dont do what he wants me to, he gets mad. If you werent fucking here for me when I was a kid, what in the world will make you think I would listen/respect you now. Anyway, Chris said he could come pick me up but I had to pass. In the “to myself” type mood, wish I wouldnt have gotten to that but I did, I really wanted to go out though cause hanging with Chris is always fun and full of laughs. Sorry Chris and sorry to everyone for me acting down for the time being but everyone has their moments.

[07/03 : 08:01PM] PunkMonkey90210: so you comin over or no?
[07/03 : 08:01PM] PunkMonkey90210: if yuo do
[07/03 : 08:01PM] PunkMonkey90210: hurry cause were gonna go see spider man soon
[07/03 : 08:02PM] Mad Zell 15: cant, father isnt talking to me, yet again
[07/03 : 08:02PM] PunkMonkey90210: well
[07/03 : 08:02PM] PunkMonkey90210: if we can pick you up
[07/03 : 08:02PM] PunkMonkey90210: wanna?
[07/03 : 08:02PM] Mad Zell 15: i’ll have to pass for the night, prolly going to rest the night away
[07/03 : 08:02PM] PunkMonkey90210: you sure bro?
[07/03 : 08:03PM] PunkMonkey90210: we can pick you up
[07/03 : 08:03PM] Mad Zell 15: yeah.. its ok
[07/03 : 08:03PM] PunkMonkey90210: we are going that way anyways
[07/03 : 08:03PM] PunkMonkey90210: iight bro
[07/03 : 08:03PM] PunkMonkey90210: goodnight to you then
[07/03 : 08:03PM] Mad Zell 15: thankes and have fun~
[07/03 : 08:03PM] PunkMonkey90210: igiht