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Something is missing.

I was able to attend the Death Cab For Cutie show the other day in Ft. Lauderdale. It was great; the performance. As to the people, most of them sucked. I can’t say they sucked but yes, I can. The whole punk thing, looking the same, ugly people walking around thinking they’re the shit, no, can’t do it. The night was well spent but I was home by 11:30PM, wtf? The show started at 9PM. I bet you its because all the kids that go to these shows are like 15 and living the ROCK-STAR life, woooooohoooo! Bam, one of Chris’s friends, was going so he gave us a ride. We got there and throughout the performance I was wondering, “Why the fuck are 80% of the people just standing here, watching the band.” I mean, they weren’t boppin’ or nodding with the music or anything. They just stood there, still, in place, as if they didn’t want to see the band. You have your people that stand there, the people who bop with the music, then your people that get out-of-bucking-control and want to act as if they’re being possessed and push crowds of people back. If you ever notice, those people are usually the ugly ones. The ones that even if it were a girl, you could easily punch them in the face and not feel bad for doing it. THEN, you have the fat girl that always wanted to fit in and since she’s infront of her friends, has to act crazy and dumb infront of them. OH, OH, this is the best part. As the band left the stage, the cleaners began to get to work on the stage and threw down the list of songs that the band read so they knew which songs to play. The fat girl fucking jumped like 7 feet in the god damn air and grabbed it. Lets not forget she had her digital camera with her. While jumping, the impact of her landing was so strong, she dropped her digital camera. Being the useless teens they are, somebody picked up her camera and stole it. Nope, didn’t even hand it back with a nice, “Your welcome.” I laughed out loud, oh yes I did. This gay kid with a curly, cuban fro, was acting so god damn queer, I wanted to pimp-smack him like a pimp would do to his ho. Next show, I’m not rushing up in to the front of the crowd, I will be in the back, sitting down, sippin’ my siz-zurp. I actually had time to format my computer, took time off from making websites just so I could. It didn’t feel the same, so I wiped it clean and sorted through all my files. Kamen Rider Blade is getting even better by the way, De and Miakel started watching it too. But De doesn’t watch the talking and stuff, he just skips through, straight to the fight scenes. Claims that watching subtitles isn’t fun and is something he can’t do (watch the show and read the subtitles at the same time.) Looking for another job this week since father is off. Hopefully I can find one, I been a good little adult. Maybe Santa will give me my present early; a mother-fluckin’ job. Miakel got a job at Gamestop. Did I mention, I HATE MIAKEL? I don’t think I did, let me make it clear. Due to him getting a job at Gamestop, somewhere I been putting in applications in since I was 15, I hate him. Just kiddin, good luck Miakel, maybe they will hire me also because most of the people that work there suck, including Troy and Mike but not the cute girl at the new one that just opened. If she sucks, I guess in the eyes of a “man” thats a plus, right?. At least they finally have a cool person on the staff, lets pray that I will be next. Have to order my contacts and purchase some glasses. I been saying I wanted glasses for about 2 weeks now, since I have contacts, I really don’t need them now. Anyway, I need to get my hair trimmed. I want to do something with it, but the way I want it, it’s considered a short hair style. I don’t have short hair, I have long hair and I will not cut it off for anything. It’s too purdee. After designing a bit ago, I felt as if I was missing something. I kept getting up and looking for something but I didn’t know what the fuck I was looking for. It’s getting late and I actually got back my good sleeping habits so I will hit the sack of goodness~