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How can you gently tell someone that you are depressed without them asking you what you’re depressed about? I don’t find myself in this situation often but when I come in contact with certain things or people, it tends to take a few laps around in my brain. It isn’t feelings of despair or sorrow but just a feeling of being lost. Not as to finding out who as am to myself but who I am to other people. My friends, my family; I love them all dearly. I want to be there for everyone but since I viewed as the cheery, loving person, I am always passed over on the “things to be told” list. I care for people in general dearly, some would say I am happy 99.9% each and every day. This is only due to me being able to hear people out without opening my trap with an ignorant comment or disrespectful action. This is why I chose the position of being a nurse. I want to be there for people, to support them and let them know that someone actually cares. That through this crummy world, there are still a few people that walk around with a heart full of joy with cheerfullness pumping through their veins. I do not regret doing anything in my life, everyone is indeed special to me. Even everyday people I meet at work that have questions or someone I actually get to know and receive their number. Even someone becoming angered at me will make me second guess my actions and try to fix them. I want to be on good terms with everyone, whether I knew you in the past or even the future. I want you to be able to say my name or think of me when I am not around you and say he was helpful or that his spirit was incredible! I once wanted to be that seed that stayed in its shell, never wanting to see the light due to no experience with the outside world. In due time, I had no choice but to break out the gates and dig in the world around me. I thank everyone that has and will help me on this incredible journey called life. Thank you.