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Solar night

I would probably have to label this week: My week of terror! I caught a simple cold which blew up in to a runny nose, sore throat, and then me losing my voice. It’s very odd when your good at communicating but since you have no voice, you cannot speak/communicate verbally. Tomorrow will be my first day with no voice and I ponder about how it will turn out. Even as being a salesman, having a horrible voice makes things so much harder. Some customers cannot understand you making you have to repeat a lot of things. Other than that, you are hurting your throat even more by talking. Pain, pain, pain. I missed last class so I have no choice but to go tomorrow. I must and if I do not, I will be extremely disappointed in myself. I was online today surfing yahoo.jp auctions and checking email when I got a messege from an old time friend. We got to talking about our days and she said one the best things I have heard all week. She gave me a compliment that many of my friends tend to give me but rarely do verbally. “You make me laugh, you know?” I went on to ask how.. “The things you say I guess. Your always positive; it’s very comforting.” She made my night. Not just for the comments but for having the courage to tell me these feelings. We are close to the point of being friends but we rarely hang-out and what not. Usually an on-off situation since we both having conflicting schedules and lifestyles. I guess it is one of the many goals I want to accomplish in life. To be in the hearts of many so I don’t go unknown. To be the holder of the fist burning in the bright yellow sun, full of spirit and courage, to go on to the very end. I guess one little thing can brighten your whole day even if it’s just a little cold keeping you down.