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The Promise

May 29, 2006 on 1:56 pm | In Life |

You tend to understand a certain situation when you are placed in ones position. It may take days, months, or years to understand what was felt. You may have been blind since you have never encountered a situation like one before.

Last night I watched The Promise. An incredible movie that did it’s justice on my heart. It did not just let me understand some things but it let me understand the feelings that were felt in a particular situation.

When one is weak at the heart, he/she will turn away any type of love, good or bad. In my case, it was the love of goodness. Even not saying love but friendship. Friendship can mean many things if the two have loved one another before. Saying good bye is one of the hardest things but doing it with a pure, open heart makes it not feel so bad.

I said good bye due to various reasons that ment much more to my heart. It did make me stronger in the long run and I do not regret doing it but the possibilities of something happening at the time were endless. The Promise touched on these things many times, giving one the ability to change their destiny. It is not always wrong to do so since in the modern day life we tend to do it all the time with the decisions that we make in life.

Fake love can become realalistic whether or not it is from lust or pity. Love is too high of an emotion to gently play with especially when it is of the partners and of yourself. I do hope the best for myself because with the heart I hold now, I am ready for any obtacles that are about to jump in my path.

Something has cursed me not to love again in a way. I am Qingcheng.