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Hajime No Christmas~

December 24, 2007 on 7:03 pm | In Blog, Life | No Comments

Konichiwa minasan~! The ending of the year has been very special to me. It has been a test for my heart and soul. I have met many new friends and have grown special bonds with many people. I am thankful for doing so! I know for some life is challenging but all you can do is nod your head and rush in with your defense!

This will be the first Christmas Mika and I will have apart. I feel a bit sad and when talking to her today, I began to cry. It’s that feeling that you feel when you are very thankful but at the same time, you know to be with that person when you know they need it. Earlier she told me about how she was a little sad since in Japan, Christmas is a holiday for couples and family. Usually the couples are together, holding hands on the coldest of days, trying to keep each other warm. I felt bad not being able to do so with Michan but it can only make us stronger! During our phone conversation today, I let out tears but I tried my hardest not to let her hear them bounce from my cheek to the phone. They are tears that will make my cheek and spirit stronger so I don’t mind if they run for a few minutes. I know the tears are running from my hearts which is an eternal pond that will never stop running!

During the Christmas season, I spent my free time hunting down cute gifts for Mika’s care Christmas package! I found so many DVD’s and a cute teddy bear! I also framed many of our photos. The box came out to a total of 9lbs. With 2 day guaranteed shipping it came out to about 65$. The price of the contents of the package was a bit expensive but I don’t mind. I had time to shop for everyone! Thank you for the gift Wes! I am thankful to be your friend and I appreciate it dearly! I still await your response as well! ^^